Trip back from Spain

August 30, 2013  •  Leave a Comment

Today I learned that you cannot control your destiny by force. You can not manipulate it as you see fit you must accept it and bend with it as it comes before you. The universe spoke to me today and I did not know how to listen. It is hard to listen, we all think that we are programed with the answers, when in truth we learn them a we walk through life. I wondered why the whole trip to Spain I did not want to write. I wondered why I was not inspired with anything, enough, to sit and write. I got it today I got it now.

We went to Spain for a while. I escaped to my first home. I have not been in what seems like a thousand years, it was like a blurred dream, I thought I’d never visit my family again.

The great thing about life is that you can not see the future an you can not chance the past, and you can not force your will on what may come.
You must plan accordingly and go with the flow, expecting the best not fearing the worst. Take a deep breath and try to not overanalyze and manipulate a possible outcome, “go with the flow”, ” have faith.”

Some say ,that you can talk with the the universe and make a plan, once you make some plans accordingly, follow them like water follows the river. We must become the moment, embrace it and follow it.We must make sure that they are pure thoughts and that we look into he future, at every situation as positively as we can.

Flow as water flows in the river, with ease, letting yourself go with the flow, without complaints or worries, with faith and happy thoughts.

Flying back today with my two little love monsters I got over anxious and over analogical. And I am sad to say made stressed, unclear, shaky, over protective…decisions. Which caused chaos and unraveling for the first five hours of an almost eight hour plane ride back. Thank God for my parents and their magic. And thank you to the universe for letting me know, better, for reiterating by yelling a little louder. “Easy, easy, breath, easy does it now!” I expected chaos I got utter chaos.

This was an amazing trip to my homeland. I see clearer now. right at the end, when I needed it the most. I have to have the patience to learn more and be more like the water, go, each day, with the river’s flow.



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